highschool football game

Here we r taking pictures like every typical teenage girl. We are actually at a High school Freshman football game. And no, Nikki isn't the one on the team. Actually its her big brother Ryan. It was half time when we snuck off to look around the school so i decided to take pictures.

Some may say we are weird but

we do not care because we are just being ourselves. :) 

in my opinion haha.

Our Shadow Heart<3 
The only gross thing is their is melted gum on the ground :P oh well!

BEST PICTURE EVER!!

                       well in my opinion anyway haha

well hello:) The funny thing is that this is Nikki's "favorite" and you only see half of her face. Thats who she is but she's one of the greatest. 

EEE!!! im sideways

hope u can see!

FAIL!!!!!! Nicole couldn't get me in the air haha oh well i though this was kinda cool, but it looks like i have pigen feet hahaa.

a Huge change in our life

     Its been a week after the anniversary of a tragic date. My family found out my dad has made some VERY poor choices.He chose one person that he has known for a couple months over a family of five that he has known for seventeen years. We all felt abandoned. I used a strong word, "disgusted" to his face. Those are one of those words i should regret but truly don't. He didn't even try to work things out and came back lying to my mom just to make us kids feel better, but it didn't. This kind of thing happened twice ever since he left us. That was the first time, and the second was when he didn't want to tell us that he moved in with his new girlfriend. I wouldn't say she's pretty, compared to my mommy:). My mom is one of the strongest women i have ever seen, physically and mentally. I'm definitely not just saying that because she's my mom. I love her and my whole family. Including my dad even though he made bad choices. I don't know if i would say that him leaving was a good thing but i definitely feel more comfortable around him talking wise.